In the year 2002 Cheap Isco Jersey , the state of Texas, didn't issue social security numbers, birth, or death certificates to parents of stillborn babies. On October 25 2002, my third daughter was stillborn In TX.
The realization I wouldn't be given any official documents left me numb. I reasoned the rest of the world considered my child's life and death were insignificant. My nine long months of pregnancy, the pain of labor, and delivery was all in vain and the baby had no identity.
About a month after her funeral, I found an internet company that created ?unofficial certificates of life? for stillborn babies. I immediately gave them my baby's information- her DOB Cheap Iker Casillas Jersey , weight, time of birth, length, hospital name, and placed the order.
A week or so passed, and I received a package in the mail with the company's name imprinted on the front.
I tore into the package and pulled out a ?Certificate of Life? with my baby's information written in beautiful calligraphy.
At last, something to acknowledge her existence. The certificate looked almost identical to my other two daughter's birth certificates.
At the time, I was a work- at- home mom with a lot of free time on my hands (at least while my older girls were in school) Cheap Gareth Bale Jersey , so I decided to use my free time learning to write in calligraphy (inspired by the beautiful handwriting on the certificate).
Learning something new was therapeutic during this grieving period, but the pain of her loss was still fresh. I had to rely solely on God to help during the weak and lonely moments.
I knew I had to pray, listen to the Holy Spirit and read my bible. I searched the scriptures night and day for answers, and the Holy Spirit was finally able to calm my spirit. He reminded me of God's grace, and God's grace was sufficient for me.
Now that I was experiencing peace, I began asking my husband what he thought about trying to have another baby. He said he wasn't sure. He wanted to try again, however he thought it was too soon. (It had only been about 4 months).
He was afraid something terrible could happen again. He also made the comment ?I'm just too old to have anymore children?.
True, he is older than I am Cheap Fabio Coentrao Jersey , but I believe he only said this out of fear of the unknown